Gods are beings with a bit of power that flaunt about for their own egos. There is no such thing as eternal paradise; it is a lie that has been made up to chain you. Life and ambition is what you make of it. I will never ask any being claiming to be my better for forgiveness.

Or you discredit his bloodline's purity. You said kings have lovers outside of marriage, and I assume women may as well. Are those actually your brother's children, or a result of a dalliance outside of the king's bed?

Turn your back on God. He is using you.