... Takemitchy. None of this makes sense. We're in the middle of dealing with Izana, why in the ever-loving fuck would I dissolve the thing I love most.

(the words come in, but they don't process, not completely. he knows, however, why would he stop talking to everyone. he knows why he would leave. why he would be missed. because of this thing in his heart, eating at his soul, that makes him destroy, that makes him want to tear apart everything he has ever loved.

and not feel a thing. sounds right, but anyway, moving on, no expression done towards that part--)

... So you are talking about things I haven't lived yet.