( she is a little taken back by this and she dips into silence. but although she isn't saying anything, he'll even receive a quick thought from jinx that says, 'but this is all i know how to do.' jinx hardly ever asked for anything, because she was raised to just... take things by force. if not to do it by force, then to steal it under whoever's noses. he wants her to ask, but... how does one ask for things that isn't her father? just go up to someone and do it? but what if they say,"no"? what then? because whenever she requests something from silco, the answer was always, "yes" in some way. so when a person rejects her, it's in her right to make them go along with it afterwards, right? is that how it works?
how confusing this is and it almost makes her wish to just go back and only befriending her weapons instead. at least all of them, but one, won't make things so complicated. her gaze blots elsewhere, despite there's literally nothing to see her in mind but darkness (and a black sea from afar?) -- not entirely sure how to go on about this now. if she asks him right here, right now to sometimes help her with the... voices, will this make her weak? )
I... uh.
( awkwardly fidgeting with her nails, jinx is practically a deer caught in headlights. maybe all of this will be simple to handle if she could just think up some guns, targets, and shoot them down. that's... possibly to do right? )
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how confusing this is and it almost makes her wish to just go back and only befriending her weapons instead. at least all of them, but one, won't make things so complicated. her gaze blots elsewhere, despite there's literally nothing to see her in mind but darkness (and a black sea from afar?) -- not entirely sure how to go on about this now. if she asks him right here, right now to sometimes help her with the... voices, will this make her weak? )
I... uh.
( awkwardly fidgeting with her nails, jinx is practically a deer caught in headlights. maybe all of this will be simple to handle if she could just think up some guns, targets, and shoot them down. that's... possibly to do right? )