( ooc: see ekko's tag of how her hair is worn and her outfit, i'm too lazy to describe it again. )
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' i almost drowned in these waters.'
well. not exactly in these waters, but water still. and seeing the sea overall is enough for her to get tossed back into a past lesson where she and her father stood one night. and although the sky is baby blue and the sun rays are as bright as they come, that's not how she is seeing the world right now. everything is dark, gloomy, with the black sea steadily crashing to meet her bare feet. the gentle rumbles of heaven above with subtle flashes of lights doesn't seem to distract her like it did when she was far younger. she had been frighten of storms, but now she prefer it than any other weather. it's like hearing little baby explosives singing and raving out to their little hearts' content. but it seems so lonely out here... nothing but the dark waters and clouds surrounding her with buildings barely in sight.
the hallucination is to why she hadn't noticed silco right away, far too wrapped up with the sea and it's melody. but when she hears a cough several feet from her, jinx turns to the sound and instantly, a dam breaks. her heart swells and stops beating all at the same time. suddenly, she isn't able to breathe and her mind seems to be going a hundred miles an hour. 'no. nonono, he's...he's not there'. it's just her mind tricking her again -- like it always does. it's normal. there's no way he is there just several feet away, because he's dead. she saw him pass away in front of her eyes two months ago. but... what else did she say that day? nothing ever stays dead? and ange did mention how she died but ended up in aldrip. )
( ... real or fiction? real or fiction? jinx doesn't give herself time to decide as she finds her feet coming off the waters and drowned sand to sprint to him. the sea roaring with each of her step, her stumbling and then collecting herself to keep going. she wants to call out to him, but what should she say? silco? dad? they both seem to be twisting together around her tongue -- although, with her rushing towards him like this, jinx might not need to say anything because the ocean is calling out to him to look this way for her. 'please don't go away. please don't go away'.)
arrival (cw: hallucinations)
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well. not exactly in these waters, but water still. and seeing the sea overall is enough for her to get tossed back into a past lesson where she and her father stood one night. and although the sky is baby blue and the sun rays are as bright as they come, that's not how she is seeing the world right now. everything is dark, gloomy, with the black sea steadily crashing to meet her bare feet. the gentle rumbles of heaven above with subtle flashes of lights doesn't seem to distract her like it did when she was far younger. she had been frighten of storms, but now she prefer it than any other weather. it's like hearing little baby explosives singing and raving out to their little hearts' content. but it seems so lonely out here... nothing but the dark waters and clouds surrounding her with buildings barely in sight.
the hallucination is to why she hadn't noticed silco right away, far too wrapped up with the sea and it's melody. but when she hears a cough several feet from her, jinx turns to the sound and instantly, a dam breaks. her heart swells and stops beating all at the same time. suddenly, she isn't able to breathe and her mind seems to be going a hundred miles an hour. 'no. nonono, he's...he's not there'. it's just her mind tricking her again -- like it always does. it's normal. there's no way he is there just several feet away, because he's dead. she saw him pass away in front of her eyes two months ago. but... what else did she say that day? nothing ever stays dead? and ange did mention how she died but ended up in aldrip. )
( ... real or fiction? real or fiction? jinx doesn't give herself time to decide as she finds her feet coming off the waters and drowned sand to sprint to him. the sea roaring with each of her step, her stumbling and then collecting herself to keep going. she wants to call out to him, but what should she say? silco? dad? they both seem to be twisting together around her tongue -- although, with her rushing towards him like this, jinx might not need to say anything because the ocean is calling out to him to look this way for her. 'please don't go away. please don't go away'. )