[Shionne considers what Kisara's saying. She sees the truth and logic in it, but that doesn't making easier for her. She wishes that she didn't have to hold herself away from others, wishes she could touch someone without the curse that's plagued her whole life getting in the way.

And it makes her so sad to know that's probably never going to happen. And instead of letting Kisara see how badly her words have affected Shionne, the Renan decides it's probably better to lash out.]

I didn't ask anyone to care about me. I just want to get this done and over with. No one asked to be sent here but that doesn't stop the fact that all I need Alphen for is to wield the Blazing Sword and help me take out the Lords on Dahna in my way.