( her world was spinning so nicely but now, it comes into a complete stand still at mizuki's last words. something shatters within her mind that has the voices wailing in distress. the name "vi" in chalk-like chicken scratches are looming over her shoulder, with her sister's voice echoing for "powder.", and reciting her little quotes that jinx took to heart all these years.
'you know, powder. you're stronger than you think.'
this girl..... this girl is rooming with her sister. a girl with long blue hair in a similar style as her... is staying in the same space as her sibling. everything in her body tightens and with a lump so thick in her throat, she wonders if it'll block her airwaves.
'i can't lose you.'
she knew vi was replacing her when it came to caitlyn, but this? did vi really needed someone to resemble as close to powder her because she is no longer good enough in her eyes? the image of her older sibling touching mizuki's cheek with such tender, love, and care boils fire within her stomach. and the sheer thought of them sharing the same bed like they use to is so sickening. the dead mocks and hisses in her ears and even if she wants to shut them out, they're way too loud. just how can her sister do this? is she really that...
'replaceable?'
it's silco's strong tone that breaks through all her madness thinking. jinx bites inside of her lip, tasting a mixture of copper and... whatever hell shimmer tastes like. tangy and chemical.
'she'll be with you a day until she realizes you're not that girl anymore.')
1/2 cw: uhhh idk crazy girl time
'you know, powder. you're stronger than you think.'
this girl..... this girl is rooming with her sister. a girl with long blue hair in a similar style as her... is staying in the same space as her sibling. everything in her body tightens and with a lump so thick in her throat, she wonders if it'll block her airwaves.
'i can't lose you.'
she knew vi was replacing her when it came to caitlyn, but this? did vi really needed someone to resemble as close to
powderher because she is no longer good enough in her eyes? the image of her older sibling touching mizuki's cheek with such tender, love, and care boils fire within her stomach. and the sheer thought of them sharing the same bed like they use to is so sickening. the dead mocks and hisses in her ears and even if she wants to shut them out, they're way too loud. just how can her sister do this? is she really that...'replaceable?'
it's silco's strong tone that breaks through all her madness thinking. jinx bites inside of her lip, tasting a mixture of copper and... whatever hell shimmer tastes like. tangy and chemical.
'she'll be with you a day until she realizes you're not that girl anymore.' )
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