Not sure I agree with that assessment. [ a hand is pressed against his lips, unfortunately, he is going to remember this very clearly. from the sensation of a foreign mouth against his own, to the way he'd been drawn in closer, almost kindly. he doesn't know what to do with kind things, he's intended to destroy and punish, that's his purpose. he does not doubt it nor does he regret it, but—

another kiss silences him; ] I don't like you. [ because, of course he has to say something sharp. ] And you should remember that in this world even your nullification abilities may falter if the rules are different. [ meaning: he doesn't want to accidentally kill dazai.

and that perhaps negates the prior statement entirely.

but, the smile sharpens at the proposal for a swim. fyodor's arm comes around dazai's waist. oh, dear. ] We shall.

[ headfirst the two of them over the bridge and into the water. ]