(he senses it on his lips. it's not genuine on both parts. dazai wishes to give him a kiss that is as telling as it could replace any words between them, but not at the expense of scarying fyodor away from him in his inexperience. also pressed against him isn't particularly real, he's sure this is not the taste of a kiss fyodor truly wants, after all. inexperience matters little, but he knows too much - too much about this, too.
not lovers, but not due to their lack of trying. dazai turned down advances, simply due to the nature of their roots - fixing, rather than discovering. fyodor too, later, denied it.
the punctuation of that, while fyodor has no context for it, makes dazai roll his eyes quite dramatically before pulling the man closer by the waist. a kiss - a real one, at least, should be given before that is so punctually decided.)
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not lovers, but not due to their lack of trying. dazai turned down advances, simply due to the nature of their roots - fixing, rather than discovering. fyodor too, later, denied it.
the punctuation of that, while fyodor has no context for it, makes dazai roll his eyes quite dramatically before pulling the man closer by the waist. a kiss - a real one, at least, should be given before that is so punctually decided.)