[ he hates touching dazai, that is true now, but fyodor is first and foremost a tactician. he weighed the risk of touching versus not and took a risk, but even if the kiss is soft and chaste it also lacks everything. it's not a lie nor a deception, but a mimicry of what he estimates a kiss to be like after having observed it in others. it's neither kind nor unkind, warm nor cold. it is perfunctury, and inexperienced; offering while at the same time making no promises.
fyodor breaks off first, tries to spot the lie in a passing moment that he spotted genuine surprise in dazai's skin. ]
Not lovers then. [ not just allies, friends? or whatever passes for friendship between people like them? no. simply an agreement? ]
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fyodor breaks off first, tries to spot the lie in a passing moment that he spotted genuine surprise in dazai's skin. ]
Not lovers then. [ not just allies, friends? or whatever passes for friendship between people like them? no. simply an agreement? ]