[ fortunately for all involved, fyodor is a being of his word: an agreement is a bargain struck and kept. he might obfuscate his intentions or sin by omission but he doesn't lie outright.
a palm against dazai's cheek, so light, so careful because nullifier or not crime and punishment is a real threat even with that assurance. then without any finesse or skill, he presses their mouths together briefly.
it lacks the warm devotion of the one single gesture between them. this is almost, not quite, a provocation--dear, darling, dearest. is this the key to the right answer fyodor wants?
he's no good at this. it's difficult. it's complicated. he cannot just warm a bed without consequence- if dear, darling, dearest means something he needs to not just know but to be certain. had dazai infected him so deeply? is he compromised? what part of himself must he cut out? ]
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a palm against dazai's cheek, so light, so careful because nullifier or not crime and punishment is a real threat even with that assurance. then without any finesse or skill, he presses their mouths together briefly.
it lacks the warm devotion of the one single gesture between them. this is almost, not quite, a provocation--dear, darling, dearest. is this the key to the right answer fyodor wants?
he's no good at this. it's difficult. it's complicated. he cannot just warm a bed without consequence- if dear, darling, dearest means something he needs to not just know but to be certain. had dazai infected him so deeply? is he compromised? what part of himself must he cut out? ]