(how rotten both of them are. he wouldn't enjoy it perse, but he wouldn't hate it. if anything, that smile would be the last pleasurable thing to have come out of it.
fyodor doesn't want to play, it seems. perhaps it's a bit too much, and quite frankly, dazai too doesn't like the state of how things must start over. a sigh, quiet, and he wonders if he touched fyodor - would that do something to him? perhaps remind him? certainly, it wouldn't. would it remind dazai?
he's too much of a coward. it's best to stare at the grave that they both might rest upon one day.)
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fyodor doesn't want to play, it seems. perhaps it's a bit too much, and quite frankly, dazai too doesn't like the state of how things must start over. a sigh, quiet, and he wonders if he touched fyodor - would that do something to him? perhaps remind him? certainly, it wouldn't. would it remind dazai?
he's too much of a coward. it's best to stare at the grave that they both might rest upon one day.)